Wow! That’s amazing! It’s like a brick has been lifted off my chest and has been flung out the window, being careful to avoid the cartoon bluebird fluttering nearby.
Sorry Sorry Sorry.
My last post was V-I-T-R-I-O-L. As a matter of fact, several of the posts from A Year of Significance have been laden with anger and accusation. Yes, it’s true. In between the golden, shining examples of human evolution, there have been occasional excursions into poopiness.
I’ve offended some people.
I’ve angered some people.
I’ve hurt some people.
I’ve aired dirty laundry and have shocked some people.
I have been passive-aggressive.
Sorry. Very sorry.
A Year of Significance was an exercise in honesty and process with the goal of perspective and evolution. I believe I achieved that. But that’s not all I achieved. It’s hard to go through the wringer with someone even when they come out on the other end stronger, more peaceful, happier, etc. It’s hard not to be affected or to react.
My last post has been weighing on me and I had an Aha! moment when I woke up this morning and realized, I need to say Sorry.
Sometimes I’m dumb. For those of you I’ve hurt, angered, freaked, shocked, manipulated or made feel like I’m a pathetic looser, can we have a do-over? Or, if not, please simply accept my apology and I wish you well.
I’m going to keep moving on here and keep trying to do the right thing. Sometimes, I’ll make it. Sometimes, I won’t. But, I’ll never give up trying. Hey, you’ve met me. You know.
Susan Scot Fry