I’m driven to innovate. It’s my comfort zone.
Conversely – Perversely – I suck at maintenance. I hate, hate, hate it.
In my best moments, there is a sense of flow and comfort that the goal is to actually be on the path. There is no prize in sight, just more path.
In my worst moments, the sense of boredom overwhelms me. The knowledge that there’s nothing but endless path in front of me makes me want to tear my hair out.
I’m the worst Buddhist ever. Luckily, I’m not Buddhist.
Today is a good day to sort out what I want to be next versus what should be.
Susan Scot Fry
Update… The first thing I need to do is admit that I’m angry. Still won’t make me a good Buddhist, but then…
Update… Okay, that’s done. Now, what’s my 10,000 hours?