Again, I woke up at 3am with “Oh, Crap!” screaming through my head.
Today is a good day for defragging. My laptop could use it and so could my mind.
Susan Scot Fry
Update… Defragging = yelling at the top of my lungs. The rest of today is going to be spent in figuring out exactly how to fulfill what I was yelling.
Update… You know what I want? Security. That’s it. Period. In the hierarchy of needs, that’s at the top of the list. Nothing else matters until that is taken care of.
Update… Yeah. The more I think about it, the more I’m sure. Today, I am not interested in high ideals, art or self-actualization. I’m only interested in knowing that the mortgage is going to be paid on time and consistently.
Update… Well, that was a day to get through. Toward the end of the day, I realized that I’ve been holding my breath waiting for someone to give me the nod that what I wanted was okay. All along though, I’ve known that if it was indeed okay, I’d have given myself that nod.
It’s not okay.